i am done with my 75% of engineering degree.Now if u ask me about the contents that i have studied in past three years,i can give u nothing more than a blank look.Truly, i mean the way i was raised up at home and taught at school, all those stuffs seem to be getting away from me.I had to make sure in school that whatever i was studying, i should retain those things as long as i can while here in college i have to make sure whatever i am studying comes in the exam and i should retain those things until the exam is over.As the commencement of each consecutive academic year the chance of me getting a decent job is fading.
Now getting on to the final year ,its the last chance for me to rise again.But its really difficult bcoz we have very limited oppurtunities in our college.It makes me more deppressed.I am more tilted towards the IT industry than my regular core sector.There is very feeble chance in off campus, difficult in PSU and negligible in our college.
But the truth is that there are more problems within me than i face from the outer world.If you are determined,focussed and working sincerely in the direction of your aim then oppurtunities are created,you dont have to wait for them.We talk about the need to change the scenarios of our college,thats true,it must change but first we should rather try to change ourselves.BE THE CHANGE YOU WANT TO SEE.Taking all these things into account,i am still confused about my sincerity towards my studies.Will i concentrate on what i need to do?Will i become jobworthy?Can i hit the BULLs Eye?
Its not that difficult but i have made it that way for me.So lets see what this new academic year has for me or what i can produce from it!!!!!!
